The down and dirty truth

Captivating title however I don’t plan to get into serious “dirty” details.

People have been asking whats going on with me lately and I have kept it mostly to myself, but its time to spill the beans. The down and dirty truth is that my life is sucking in epic ways. I know many people are dealing with life sucking and I am no different. This is not an erotic truth, erotic story or anything else…I am just a regular person spilling my guts online like many others.

Many people know me as a happy, easy going kinda girl (which I usually am), but life has seemed to have turned on my easy going nature.

I am currently going though a divorce (I’m not going to spill out the whole story of the split between me and the ex so don’t bother to ask), im living with my soon to be ex-husband, im in a bit of debt because of it, I’m struggling to take care of myself and my dog (Marlowe) and last, but not least, my dad has colon cancer.

I have taken a couple trips to go see my dad lately and it costs money that I don’t have, but since he’s decided not to go through treatment, the time we have together is limited. I can’t afford to keep going to visit him but at the same time I can’t afford to not go see him.

I do have a regular job, but its not enough hours to allow me move out and support me and the pooch at the moment. Every day is rough. Sharing a studio so small that I have to share a bed with the soon to be ex husband is not ideal for either of us to say the least. I am grateful he is letting me stay with him and I try to pull my weight in cleaning, cooking and keeping to myself when I can’t help financially.

Ive always taken people into my home and life when they need help. I have given others more than I’ve had to give and I have literally given multiple people the shirt off of my back.  I am not a materialistic person. I donated most of my clothes to goodwill/salvation army many years ago, but these days I’ve found myself in need (not want) of new clothes and shoes for work. Recently some special people have helped me out and I am in awe that anyone cares enough to help me and I’m glad to call them my friends.

So this has all been cause for my absence online and the general public. Life is kicking me while I’m down, but I have hopes that what goes around will come back around for me and things will ease up.

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11 Responses to The down and dirty truth

  1. Gypsy says:

    Minx, I’m so sorry that you are going through this rough period. The upside is that a positive spirit is unbeatable! You will come out on top, stronger for all that you endure while on the downside. I am just now getting to know you after a year of “knowing” you; and you have been a great source of support. I appreciate you and hope that I can return that support wherever possible. Good luck & hang in there!

    Best,

    Gypsy

  2. Gypsy says:

    And one more thing, I have never been where you are right now; but I know that love and giving from a charitable heart is always returned. Maybe not a direct return from the source it has been given to, but a return nonetheless. Things will be good again.

  3. Capn Marrrrk says:

    Warm, long hugs from the midwest…

  4. Christian Davids says:

    Sorry to hear things are hard right now. I wish I could help.

  5. Sabrina says:

    Im sorry to hear your life sucks so much right now. I hope it gets better soon.

    *hugs*

  6. Aww, honey. I knew things weren’t as happy for you lately, but I’m still sad to hear confirmation that things are tough. I hope that you are able to turn a corner soon, I wish there was more I could do to help. *hugs* I will be thinking happy thoughts for you and your future!

  7. Kimberly says:

    ((hugs)) I don’t want details. I want to help. I don’t have a lot to offer, but I do want to help.

  8. PVSMD says:

    Hey sweetie… Everyone feels for you… You need a day sailing just you in a boat. When your world becomes just you and it, even if it’s only an afternoon, many times looking at the shore you can see the solution. Miss you….. PVSMD

  9. 🙁 sorry..
    But I love that you post a perfect balance of plenty of sexy details and just enough personal tidbits to keep us interested. Hope things get better.

  10. Jessie says:

    I hope by now that you have turned that corner! Also hope to start reading your post again.

    Regards,
    Jessie

  11. Mechanicolai says:

    So sorry too hear of your pain. Believe that I understand, firsthand. We’ve only just connected, but if you need a friend, you got one. Anytime. Take care.

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