I crave talking with him.

I crave seeing his face. I crave feeling his lips on mine.

I crave being over his lap while he spanks me. He spanks so perfectly that I crave it far more than ever before.

I crave the cane to be in his hand. I crave the stripes they leave. I crave the bruises as reminders that make me sit gingerly with a smirk while I wince and shift in the hardest seat I can find to feel them more.

I crave his teeth on my neck.

I crave whimpering when he whispers things in my ear that embarrass me. I crave being made to feel humiliated like the naughty girl I can be.

I crave licking his boots as he allows me to do sometimes.

I crave serving him.

I crave him inside of me.

I crave the orgasms we give each other.

I crave feeling his arms around me as he cuddles me. I crave the safety that I feel with him, in his arms. I crave falling sleep knowing that he has sated my cravings and I his for the time.

I crave him. I love him. I love craving him.

His tongue darts over my clit, his teeth so close but so far away, his breath hot on my cunt. I eagerly shove my pussy on his face more. His finger slips inside my pussy and I moan. A second finger follows and he massages my g-spot firmly. My body twitches in happiness. A finger is taken from my pussy and put at my ass. He pushes firmly and his finger eases in as my ass opens up to take what he gives.

He finger fucks my ass and sucks my clit. I felt my orgasm mounting and this both pleased and baffled me. I hadn’t orgasmed from oral sex in about 6 or 8 years. It wasn’t due to lovers not trying, but it just didn’t happen. The thought quickly flashed through my mind in the moment, but it was soon gone as waves of pleasure penetrated my soul.

I came in his mouth. *I* came in his mouth. I *actually* had an orgasm from oral sex.

I came so hard, tears formed in my eyes. I was come drunk. I was in orgasmic bliss and awe of the man that made it happen….but he wasn’t done. His tongue continued to manipulate my clit and a second orgasm wracked through my body. I collapsed in a spent heap. I had never, ever, ever, ever experienced two orgasms simultaneously…until now. And there he was, between my legs, smiling up at me.

I couldn’t talk. I couldn’t think. I could barely recognize that I was on planet earth…on second thought, maybe I wasn’t right then. In time, I came back into myself and regained the ability to speak. Im pretty sure it was mostly just babbling and “thankyouthankyouthankyou,” but it was speech and that was a step in the right direction.

Later that night, I began to wonder two things:

1. Was some wall broken down that I can now orgasm from oral sex?
2. Oh crap…was it just a fluke? Was that just the one orgasm via oral sex that I will be granted every 6-8 years?!

So y’all understand that I needed some follow up on this. The next day we decided to give it another go. I am proud to report that I found myself, speechless and in awe yet again though this time it was “only” a single orgasm (which thrills me to the core). Wow, just…wow.

All I can say is patience and time will pay off. Thank you, Master.

The Joya Natural silicone dildo caught my attention with the unique design. I won’t lie, the shape of it immediately made me think of a squid with one tentacle that will zero in on the clit. I am not bothered by this thought…I think the tentacle sex toy stuff is kinda hot. Anyhow, the Joya Natural Dildo is actually a great concept. It is a non-vibrating dildo that is designed to be inserted into the vagina (and I will cover how it is for anal so don’t worry) and the little finger that sticks out stimulates the clit. I did have to smirk because the instructions for the Joya Natural say to insert it and grind on your partner’s leg or pillows. Pillows? Can I really be reduced to being a pillow humper for pleasure and sex toy reviews? The answer is yes, yes I can.

The tapered design of the Joya Natural makes insertion a cinch. The shape was odd to look at but not bad to feel inside me. I think I would prefer a more phallic shape as I like a lot of g-spot stimulation, but don’t write this off just yet if you feel the same. Once I got the Joya Natural in place, I adjusted the external appendage and got busy humping a pillow. The ribbed part on the appendage added some sexy stimulation while the bulbous tip (which has a smiley face…seriously!) spent some quality time getting to know my clit.

While I did enjoy the sensations, the pillow humping wasn’t enough to get me over the edge. I grabbed the Hitachi Magic Wand, turned it on and placed it on the external appendage. That was such a good idea. I was air humping while I went to town on myself. The Joya Natural dildo conducts vibrations magnificently which I appreciate, especially on my clit.

I stopped myself from having an orgasm as I had other plans for the Joya Natural. Thats right, it was going in my butt. Again the tapered shape helped make insertion easy. The ribbed appendage was now massaging my “taint” while the bulbous end of the appendage was still poking away at my clit. I resumed using the Hitachi on the external part and within a minute I had a wonderful orgasm that left me speechless. Its true, I dont orgasm as easily as many women I know, so I haven’t been able to use the Joya Natural to orgasm without the aid of vibrations on my clit, but the sensations are still marvelous.

The nice thing about the Joya Natural silicone dildo is that its just as good to use with a partner who may be too spent to lend much more than a leg to be humped as it is to use solo. It is made of high grade silicone so the clean up is a snap and that is always a good thing. Since it doesn’t vibrate, its waterproof so it can be enjoyed in the tub as well as the bedroom or any other various places that ya like to wank. If this sort of toy is up your alley then be sure to check out their site here and have a look around. You may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover…I sure was.

The FixSation couples vibe comes as a kit with the vibe, a charger (no batteries needed for this toy) and a pair of “panties” that the vibe works with. The panties aren’t your standard type of panties at all. The way the panties are worn is almost like a jock strap. There are two clasp like things on the back side of the panties that are supposed to be removed in the back so the straps can be threaded through the vibe before being returned to their secured spot on the back of the panties. This design allows the vibe to be adjusted to the desired position as well as holding it securely in place for hands free fun. It may take a couple minutes to thread the straps through the vibe so make sure to have this all done before the heat of the moment strikes.

The FixSation vibe is a delightful design. Its shaped to cup the clit and it doesn’t get in the way of the person on top doing the fucking. The FixSation couples vibe is made for the missionary position so the FixSation wearer is on the bottom.  The purpose of this is so the vibe wearing person doesn’t have to shift the vibe around and the one on top adds a wonderful rocking motion on the vibe which each thrust that delivers another enjoyable sensation.

Be warned that you do need to charge your vibe for about 8 hours prior to its first use. True, that may be a little inconvenient, but the vibe can run up to about 2 hours on one charge so its a fair trade off. You can tell the vibe is charging because the LED light under the ON button will blink and it will stop blinking when the vibe is fully charged. Once you have the FixSation vibe charged and ready, hold the ON button down for about three or four seconds and this will turn it on. It is designed to have this delay aso it wont get turned on if its in a bag or the ON button accidentally gets tapped. The FixSation vibe has three different speeds (all adjusted with one hit to the ON button) so you can pick your pleasure.

So now that I’ve told you what the FixSation is all about, its time to tell you about the fun I had with it. At first, I was slightly worried about the panties being too fragile but they held up just fine. The vibe really did contour to my clit wonderfully. It was so nice not to have to have my hand down holding the vibe in place while my partner was on top of me. Between the constant stimulation to my clit while having sex, the rocking motion of the vibe from the thrusting and the highest vibration setting, I totally came all over my partner.

I did try the FixSation while I was on top and lemmie tell ya, that is damn nice but the vibe doesn’t stay in place as well. I wasn’t expecting it to work perfectly in that position since that wasn’t what it was designed for, but it still brought me to yet another orgasm so take from that what you will.

The one and only problem I had with the FixSation vibe is that it did manage to pinch the skin of my hood piercing but that only happened once and it was annoying but not agonizing. The rest of the time it gave wonderful vibrations through the piercing which I believe added to the reason I got off. Don’t take that as a reason not to get the FixSation as I have had the Hitachi Magic Wand do the same thing. Its just something to be aware of, so adjust your piercing before putting the FixSation vibe on and going to town and you should be just fine.

The FixSation couples vibe is a wonderful addition to the bedroom. It wont be for everyone due to limited speeds, needing to be charged and the fact that its not ready for use the second it comes out of the box, but I can say it was definitely worth taking the extra time for all of those for me. I had a fantastic experience with the FixSation couples vibe and it has come out to play with my partner and I at least three times in the last week for us. Its effective, easy to clean and it is definitely something I recommend so go check out their website here, if you want more info on how the FixSation couples vibe works click here and you can follow them on twitter @MyFixSation.

I spoke with Pieper and she was very much into fixing me up with the right cock for me. I told her I love balls on my cocks, I love to use them for strap on play as the fucker as well as fucking myself silly with them. Pieper handed me a clear cock with silver glitter in it and recommended I take Elvis for a ride. Silver glitter Elvis?! How perfect of a cock to get while in Las Vegas!

I took some time to investigate what Elvis was all about and I was pleased with everything I found out by looking, feeling and reading up on it. Elvis is measured at a solid 6″ x 1.5″ which makes him able to be enjoyed vaginally and anally. Elvis is really crafted for g-spot and p-spot stimulation which is always full of win. Elvis is also packing a nice set of balls that are designed to be worn outside of the strap on harness which means I am free to teabag at will which makes me very happy. Seriously, who doesn’t like to say, “Lick my balls” whether they are real or not?! The Elvis is solid, meaning he doesn’t have flex or bend like some silicone cocks, but this just ensures that the g-spot/p-spot can be accurately assaulted (in the best way possible) every single thrust. So yeah, Elvis does a lot of the work for you and I’m all for that when it comes to getting myself and my partners off in mind blowing ways.

When I finally had a moment to spare and time to have a wank, I pulled out Elvis (or as I’ve re-named ‘em, Sparkle McGlittercock) and set out to try it out. I lubed it up (use water based lube only as silicone lube can bond and deteriorate the quality of your silicone toys) and worked it inside of myself. I double timed myself with my hitachi on my clit and Elvis in my pussy and I was quickly brought to a squirting orgasm. I hadn’t expected to orgasm so fast or with such force, but I am in no way complaining. The Elvis was a great fit for me and stimulated my g-spot, but all of you that know me know that I am not just satisfied with testing toys in my pussy…I *HAD* to stick it up my butt too.

Elvis is a nice size for anal action. He is a little thick but not super girthy to the point of a painful entry. I was already warmed up from my previous orgasm so I had an easy time of getting it in my butt with lube and the help of some clit stimulation. Lemmie just say that Elvis felt as good, if not better, in my butt. I had another orgasm that left me a spent puddle of girl goo.

I regret to say that I have yet to use Elvis on another party, but it will happen soon enough and when it does, I will be sure to update this post with more information on its performance and hopefully, some sexy pictures of it in use.

If you are looking for a new toy (or five) to add to your arsenal of sex toys, check out Vamp Silicone. Vamp Silicone has a wide variety of sizes, shapes, colors, anal oriented, strap on compatible and everything else in-between. You can also follow them on twitter @VampSilicone.

I kneel before him. “Arms straight out in front of you.”

I raise my arms shoulder height in front of me. He walks out of the room. I hear him in the distance but he isn’t in my line of sight. Time feels like its slowed down to a crawl. How long had it been? Five minutes or an hour? My shoulders grow weak from holding my position. Just as my bad shoulder begins to scream in agony, he returns.

“Arms down.”

“Thank you, Master,” I murmur as I lower my arms. He steps behind me and puts a blindfold on me. I love blindfolds. The fear of not knowing what is coming, knowing I have to listen very carefully and trust his words to be my guide and those things all turn me on.

I feel him move in front of me and I hear his fly open. I instinctively open my mouth and stick my tongue out. His hand finds the back of my head as he guides me to his cock. I take him into my mouth and suck his semi hard cock. His cock stiffens fast and he forces it all the way down my throat. I gag but dare not pull away as tears trickle down my cheeks. He grabs my hair and removes my mouth from him. I pant as he forces me to all fours.

“Lick my boots.”

My pussy twitches at his command. This is one of the most submissive acts for me and I immediately search out for his leg with my hands. As soon as I found his leg, I lowered my face to his boot and began licking it like my life depended on it. I taste my salty tears fall onto his boot and I lick them up savoring the salt and leather flavors combined. As I moved my tongue to the instep of his boot, he flipped my skirt up and hooked his finger into my wet pussy. I’m pretty sure his foot felt my moan as a second finger penetrated me.

I moved to his other boot after I licked his first boot front to back. He pulled his fingers from my pussy and slid it to my ass. I wiggled in anticipation as he teased my eager asshole. He roughly stuck a finger in my ass with only my cunt juices as lube. I whimpered into the tip of his boot. I licked and kissed my way around his boot before he yanked his hand away from my ass.

“Get up.”

I stood on my wobbly feet. He grabbed my elbow and turned me to the bed so I was on all fours in front of him. His cock pushed at my pussy and slid right in. He leaned forward, grabbed both of my wrists and my face fell to the bed. He pulled my arms back and used them as tools to thrust deeper into me and pull me back onto him. I growled uncontrollably with each thrust.

He pulled out of my pussy, grabbed a fist full of hair and pulled my mouth to his cock. “I want you to taste you on me.” I moaned with his cock in my mouth. We tasted good together. He shoved his cock further into my mouth and began to  face fuck me. I had tears streaming down my face as he came in my mouth. His cock twitched and filled my mouth so much that I had to swallow twice to make sure I got it all.

He released my hair and removed his cock from my mouth. I felt him plop onto the bed. He took my blindfold off and pulled me onto his chest for some post coital cuddling.

I asked him how it was and all I got was a nod and a tighter squeeze. I always take it as a compliment when he can’t stand or speak for a few minutes after his orgasms. When he finally regained the ability to speak all he said was “thank you.” That was all I needed to hear to make my heart melt.

Yes, there are flavored condoms and flavored lubes, but Masque is different. Masque is a strip that dissolves on the tongue and can last for up to 15 minutes with your chosen flavor. Despite the name, Masque doesn’t actually overwhelm the palate and entirely mask the natural flavor of the man’s ejaculate. Masque strips can be the dominant taste or it can just accompany the natural flavor depending on which Masque strip is used.

Below I cover my experience with each Masque strip in the order that I tested them out.

Watermelon: the Masque watermelon strip was a nice and subtle introduction to the Masque line. All of the Masque strips have a slight underlying minty flavor which gives a nice tingly effect (which helps subdue the gag reflex a tad), but it is admittedly a bit strange combined with watermelon at first. Once that brief moment of surprise passed, I gave my man a kiss so he could taste and smell the freshly dissolved strip and then moved my way south to put the Masque strip to the real test. The watermelon strip was the second strongest in flavor and it didn’t cover the taste of my partner as much as accompany it which I appreciated.

Mango: The Masque mango was my favorite. I doubt my test subject could pick which one his favorite was, but I may have added a little more gusto to my cock sucking since I really enjoyed the mango. The Masque mango has the softest taste to it…if that makes any sense. This was the least powerful of flavors so it was my favorite. I love the taste of my Master so the mango was a lovely side note to him as opposed to masking his flavor altogether.

Strawberry: The strawberry Masque strip and I got off on the wrong foot. I left my strawberry strip in my backpack, in my car overnight which means it got cold and possibly a bit damp. Though each strip is individually packaged, when I opened the strawberry Masque and put it on my tongue, it decided not to dissolve. I had to chew it and the texture reminded me of Fruit Roll-ups though the flavor was minty strawberry. It was my least favorite flavor in combination with my partner and least favorite on its own, but it wasn’t terrible by any means.

Chocolate: I have a sweet tooth so I decided to save the chocolate Masque for last…almost as a dessert course. The chocolate minty combination was a lovely start, but it morphed into a less favorable flavor for me in about two minutes. It almost took on a chalk like texture which made the flavor a little more dry. With that said, I still was rewarded with a mouthful of “job well done” and it wasn’t a terrible combination (probably my third favorite) with my partners natural flavor.

So what I can say about the Masque strips is that I loved one (mango, also the weakest flavor), liked one (watermelon, second strongest) and was rather indifferent with two (strawberry and chocolate which were the strongest flavors), *BUT* what it boils down to is that I gave four blowjobs to my partner (for scientific reasons of course ) and he was quite happy with my experimentation. If the flavor of man isn’t your ideal, this may not solve your problems but you can at least give them a go to see if they can entice you to give blowjobs more often. If you aren’t inclined, this won’t help either party much, but if you love to swallow up every drop, it’s never a bad thing to add a little flavor here and there.

If you are interested in checking out the whole site and all the fun that they can potentially bring into the bedroom, check out their site here. If you have more immediate questions or want chat the fine Masque folks up within 140 characters, follow them on twitter at @YourMasque.

Aftercare is far too commonly overlooked. I’ve even been told that “good” submissives and bottoms don’t need aftercare. I’ve heard bottoms told to “buck up” and “deal with it.” None of those things are okay in my eyes, unless that’s the negotiated dynamics or the submissive/bottom says they don’t need aftercare.

I never used to need aftercare. I could play hard for two hours straight and be fine with no crash. It wasn’t until I was emotionally, mentally and physically harmed during a scene that I discovered I needed care post play. The first time it happened, it hit me like a ton of bricks the next day. I was irritable, sad, alone, miserable and had no idea why. Then the light over my head clicked on and I understood. I tried to fight the drop and that only made it worse. A dominant friend told me not to fight it, let it run it’s course and it will pass sooner. I did, but I won’t deny that I felt like a loser sitting in bed crying only because of an emotional drop, not because something was wrong or I had been harmed.

The next time it happened, I was prepared. I warned the top that I crash the day after play and he vowed to keep in contact with me and to help me through it and he did. It was much easier having him chat with me online even about benin things and when the drop came, I wasn’t miserable, sad or anything. I was just low energy and lazy. I was told to pamper myself with a hot bubble bath and champagne and that revived me.

Some aftercare is needed mid-scene. One of my last play dates involved objectification which I normally find very stimulating. Unfortunately, this last time, one saying triggered negative feelings and I became detached and visibly anxious. I began to shut down and my Master saw it. He asked what was wrong and how to fix it. I explained that it was all sexy up to one phrase and that one phrase triggered bad feelings. I explained I knew it wasn’t intended to cause bad pain to me, but the truth was, it did. He acknowledged that I was hurt, stopped the scene and held me close. We cuddled for about 10 minutes and then that sad feeling I had passed and I was eager to resume pleasing him.

That was my first experience of a mid-scene crash and immediate aftercare. The fact that I wanted to serve and fuck my Master within 10 minutes of that drop showed me that it couldn’t have been handled any better. I applaud my Master for picking up on my off nature when words failed me, addressing the issue and quickly moving on to what was needed.  With that said, not every Top/Dom can see that in their sub/bottom. If the above mentioned thing happens, the bottom doesn’t speak up or the top doesn’t catch on before the scene is over, it won’t be as easy to deal with, however, it is possible. Discuss what triggered the bad mojo, how to prevent it and what is needed right now to help ease the drop. Remember, if you don’t let someone know what is wrong, they aren’t mind readers and probably won’t know what is wrong or why.

I mostly covered aftercare from a bottoms perspective but there is such thing as “top drop.” Most bottoms who bottom only, don’t know this, but as an experienced switch I can say top drop does happen. If I am topping for a scene, taking care of the bottom is all the aftercare I need. There is another circumstance where I top and I need to do self aftercare…teaching classes. No one informed me that teaching a class is basically as draining as topping the whole entire room at once. After my first class, I suffered an epic headache and drunken feelings. I couldn’t drive safely/comfortably, my head was pounding and all I wanted was chocolate. Being a switch and all, I figured out that it was a drop and I was able to remedy it soon enough. I did find it interesting that my top drop was nothing like my bottom drop, but I still needed care (from myself) and I made sure to tend to it.

So whether you are a Dom/top or sub/bottom, be sure to talk about the need or lack of need for aftercare as soon as possible and/or as soon as needed.

He sweetly imitated my whimper as he dipped his finger in me to the first knuckle. His finger drifted away from my pussy and found my clit. I twitched and squirmed under his skilled movements. I grabbed his hand and tried to force his finger inside of me. He smirked at me as I realized I didn’t even get close. He will finger fuck me when he wants. I moaned as a finger finally slipped into me. He firmly grabbed my g-spot with only one finger inside of me. I couldn’t move. I wanted more but I was paralyzed in fear that he may yank his finger away in a second.  He twitched his finger about half of a degree and I clutched his arm.

“Master…” I murmured, “please.”

“I like burying my finger in your cunt. I love how wet you get. I feel every muscle. I feel everything.”

I blushed, ” I don’t get this wet for anyone but you.” He knows I am telling the truth.

“You know what I like?” This is a rhetorical question and I know it.  He continued, “You sucking my cock on the freeway.” He freed his cock from his trousers and my mouth zeroed in on him.

His fingers never left my cunt as I sucked his cock. I hadn’t the slightest idea where we were going and I didn’t care. I knew we stopped somewhere so I shifted to put my knees on the seat to be able to suck him deeper. His fingers wandered away from my cunt. I was about to whimper but I felt his finger at my asshole. He pushed inside of my ass and I moaned with a mouthful of cock…just as he wanted I’m sure.

I heard an occasional, “good girl” and “catch your breath” before he forced my face down on his cock until I gagged. My uncontrollable tears fell on his cock while I gagged as he filled my throat. I am fueled by the taste of my tears on him. I forced myself even harder on his cock. He moaned happily. I felt him begin to approach orgasm but he still gave me a warning of “I’m about to come.”

I wrapped my lips around him and forced him into my throat. His cock twitched as he pumped out every last bit into my eager mouth. I whimpered when I realized I couldn’t taste him as he came down my throat so I pulled back to get the last few spurts into my mouth. I swallowed all of him. I sucked him clean as he sat in silent ecstasy. I was glad to have done well yet sad it was over. I wanted more. I am insatiable for him.

I looked at the shape of the Rebel online at Toyfriend.us and I was intrigued. I saw it was a G-spot toy and so I decided to choose it and take it for a ride. I didn’t check the specs, but the shape was enough to intrigue me. Once I had the Rebel in hand, I realized how small it was. I am not an epic size queen by any means, but the thin/small stature of the Rebel made me wonder how much of an effect it could have. The body/base of the Rebel is a little bigger than the width of my finger and the head is close to about two fingers in width. Don’t let the smaller size deter you…good things can (and do) come in small packages.

The vibration of the Rebel is strong enough to make me aware that my G-spot is being “massaged” but not strong enough to make me go numb. Its pretty much a happy medium when it comes to power of a g-spot vibe. That said, the vibration wasn’t enough to send me over the top and into orgasmic bliss, but the pressure of the ergonomically shaped head on my g-spot made sure to get the job done which is always something I appreciate when it comes to toy reviews or toys I purchase.

The Toyfriend Rebel isn’t a vibe that I can use solo to get off, but I am not the most orgasmic girl on the planet so keep that in mind while reading this. For me, the Rebel is a vibe that accompanies anal sex with internal vaginal/g-spot and external clitoral stimulation in a most wonderful way and that is really my preferred way of using a vibe while “otherwise occupied” by a partner. And yes, knowing how anally inclined I am, I did shove it in my butt. I will say that it felt better in my butt than in my pussy, but I may be a bit biased since I love sticking toys in my butt. I just tend to refer to that as “very detailed toy reviews” since I try to cover all angles and possibilities, but thats just my style.

The biggest complaint (and pretty much my only complaint) I have about the Toyfriend Rebel isn’t the size or performance, it is actually the battery. Unlike most vibes that take AA or AAA batteries, this little bugger takes an LR1 N, 1.5V Battery. That isn’t the easiest battery to find in my neck of the woods. All this means is its easier to find this battery online for me than it is in my local store and if the toy is worth it (it is) then I am willing to invest the extra time to finding the battery online.

Be sure to check out the Toyfriend website for some high quality silicone toys for a wide array of internal and external stimulating toys!